Our one TV got broken. Nobody knows how but I'm sure that somebody blames me anyway. That's fine. Whatever. I'm not into watching tv so much anymore. They show mostly crap on national channels. And I waste my time watching it. It's good to waste time but not too much.
I happened to read one book about persecution of judes and Hitler and that sad stuff in library. Photos and everything. I got a bit upset. And angry. That's weird 'cause usually I don't get upset that easily. And I've already seen films about it before and it didn't feel that bad then. I mean that even though there happens something really bad in the world I maybe think about it and so but this was strange 'cause I thought about it like two hours or something. Like that would help or anything. Later I felt stupid. Hmmmh. I dunno. It's typical for people to try to forget all the bad things. I wanna forget only all those bad things that I can't affect. And this was one of those things.
I don't have any good plans for Midsummer Eve yet, but I have to see at least one bonfire, it's "a must". It's so tough to live in Finland and to not-drink when there's some kind of a celebration. Like Midsummer. Or May Day. Can't believe that it's Midsummer already. Soon it begins to get darker again. Brrrr.. no thanks.
