Wet weekend. Hehe. Raining. I had my birthday party with my dear friends on Friday. It was the first time me getting drunk and I believe there will be no other times. So overestimated feeling. I had fun but I could've had that without money wasting. Nah. I could ask somewhere if I made a world record: "The oldest person having her first drunken night in Finland." I really appreciate straight edge people. So much wiser thing to do. I could do that. Go vegan without alcohol. Why not. The first part would be harder than the last one.

I'm not really looking forward going back to work on Monday. Great job but doing nothing beats everything. I watched "Team America" last night (ok I fell asleep at 00:00 and I didn't see the end). Weird puppets. It wasn't bad but not that great either. Different anyway.

I repeat myself: brand new yesterday.

I see I haven't written in my blog..for a while. But there are no thoughts in my head. It's so empty.

I repeat myself: brand new yesterday.

It did not rain today.

Like some idiot wrote in a school essay: "The red brick wall was the color of a brick-red crayola crayon."

This is one of those days when I'm not interested in doing anything. I just feel bad and sit here and stare at the screen. Can't even go out 'cause it's raining. I wouldn't go even if it wasn't. Like I wouldn't know why I feel like this but like I could do anything about it. I hate this.

I could write a book, 500 pages of whining.