Too Much Time:

Not drunk is he who from the floor

Can rise alone, and still drink more;

But drunk is he who prostrate lies,

Without the power to drink or rise.

-T.L. Peacock, Misfortunes of Elphin

I never saw a purple cow,

I never hope to see one;

But, I can tell you, anyhow,

I'd rather see than be one.

Gelett Burgess, The purple Cow

Ok. I admit it. I'm just jealous for Ashlee. Hehe.

"Every day's a brand new day,
or just a brand new yesterday"

I've been thinking that why people are annoyed by people who don't have strong opinions. But then also by people who have strong opinions. I'm not saying that I would never be annoyed.

But why? Like beliefs. A question "is agnoticism a religion?". What's the matter? Do I always have to have an opinion about everything? Do I always have to know everything?! Why is it so important for people to be right and trying to prove that everybody else is wrong if they don't think the same way?! Why do they get annoyed if I don't want to say my opinion?! There are lots of people who want to be right and promote their great ideas and beliefs. Like this one weird situation. Probably 25% - 50% of omnivores hate vegeterians (oh yea, I've read so many discussions about this subjects that I know). And why ohhhh why? If you are one, please tell me. Are vegeterians a threat or something? I don't think so. Is it the way how vegeterians do something different than 95% of people? I don't know. Have they EVER stolen a steak from you?! I don't think so.

Let's see.

hate vegeterians
hate vegeterians
hate vegeterians
hate vegeterians

Too bad. I just loooove omnivores! And that probably makes them hate us vegeterians even more

Blaah. Blaablaablaa. I want my own reality show. Me sitting in the front of the computer 24/7 and...they could pay me. Oh yea. It wouldn't be interesting but hey, are all reality shows interesting? NO! Like this Ashlee Simpson Show. A girl who has a nice car and uuhhh oh so lovely boyfriend and sooo nice life! JUST like her big sister has! And who has her own show as well... Hmmm.. I'd like to see a show about Jessica Simpson's grandparents' life and about her aunt's life and about her ex-boyfriend's life.

Blahh.. ok, I no why nobody isn't interested in my life. It's too expensive for MTV.

Now I feel myself SO BORING PERSON. I found this (in Finnish, sorry, in a nutshell: mostly about chimpanzees and stupid people and how same they actually are). Why can't I have the talent to express myself so lively?! Damn. Actually, he's not so good I thought after all, he describes his blog with such words as "cynical, hate, ironic". Irony is so overestimated. It's everywhere. Here, there, over there! If you just notice that somebody is ironic you know that your IQ _must_ be the highest level. I wish that he would've said it straight. But nooo. Gotta be so c00l being ironic.

Maybe I'm boring 'cause I don't have real opinions about _things_. But at least I have better mathematic skills. I was just reading the main page and suddenly there was a new page dated for "13th September". And it's not even 13th day yet. Right? Ok, my page looks better but there's actually nothing inside. Hmm. But, I don't have any stolen pictures on my page! Except that van... hmmm.. eeek.

I tried to forget my miserable life and voted for ****(* at http://www.betavote.

Today I spent 3 hours in a train and 3 hours at school. Cool. I tried to read a book in a train on my way to school and one old woman came and sat in the front of me and pulled the curtain away so that sun shone straight into my eyes. I pulled it back though. Like there wouldn't be enough to suffer just sitting in a commuter train. Commuter trains smell bad and I guess they've built in the 70's. Seats are made of dirty (nowadays) blue leather and 50% of passangers smell as bad as the seats. So sweet.

I was really scared when I went to see the dentist yesterday (I'm still afraid of dentists). But again.. it went very well and I didnt have any holes on my teeth. I dunno, how many times I have to go to the dentist that I don't fear it anymore? Million times probably. But I still fear spiders more.

I'm recovered and that's great. Trying to organize my "favorites". It's always very hard work 'cause I usually just don't care where I put my links and then afterwards regret "why didn't I put that thing in the exact folder". I have like a million folders and 2 million subfolders in my bookmark folder.. GREAT. Folder, folder, folder. I could upload my bookmarks and remove my stupid link page.

It's raining. It's raining. Sex and the city is on tv tonight, gotta see it! It's weird that even though I'm not into that kind of a lifestyle (going from one night club to another etc.) I like to follow that show anyway.

I hate sports. On my television. I hate it. At the moment, for example, world cup took 4D Document's place!! It makes me mad. But ice hockey is better than F1 that I don't consider as a sport at all. Stupid cars.

Daudet's book is better than I thought. It's a very good "train book" (my own term for a book that is simple enough but still not-dumm to read when travelling by train). Today I was too tired to read anything..

I'm feeling very very s-i-c-k. Flew. This is awful. Aww. I hate being sick. Can't even sleep very well. I just have to drink tea a lot.