It snowed two days ago for the first time this autumn. I like winter when it's cold and not wet. Can't call it winter yet though.
I went to school by commuter train yesterday, again, again, again, again. I dunno. There was this guy last spring who killed another guy with an axe in a subway. Just like that. The other guy was sitting on the bench, probably reading a magazine and this crazy one got up and hit him with that axe. He had it under his coat. Anyway, when I was sitting in that train, pretty tired and the train was crowded (and not even so crowded as it is when it arrives to Helsinki). My nerves were tight and I hated all those people for no reason. I hated when the door said "creeeeeekkk!" everytime when a new passanger came in. I hated newspapers rustling. Everything. Except my school friend. For a moment I understood that guy with an axe. Or those reasons why he did that. He didn't do that because his nerves were tight, just because he was really mentally ill. But still. I could've imagine his thoughts "arrrgh why that man keeps reading that noisy newspaper!!!?1+1+1+ AAaaarggghhhh I'm not going to stand this aaa-nyyyy-mooooore!!!". I was like "just sit next to me and I punch you!!!". I didn't do that 'cause it wouldn't be right.
I'm really glad I don't have to travel like that next year. I would go mad. Maybe I'm already insane.