I've spent last 1½ hours reading my old e-mails from past 5 years. I didn't even remember that I had some of those mails saved. Thanks to my old Yahoo! e-mail account (free advertisement). Uhhuh. Maybe I should print out some of them so I can read them again when I'm even older that I'm now. Because I probably don't have that e-mail account till I die. Although I never know when I'll die. Hmm. Anyway. Weird that I didn't even remember many things in those old e-mails from my friends. Now I'm afraid that my life is just a flash. Many of those people I don't even know anymore.

I bought a shirt and I felt something weird in it. Like a newspaper against my skin. And I found these weird washing instructions in 9 languages but not in my language. And then it says that I should cut it off. WTF. And what?!?! Store in the archives it so I can later find it somewhere between my X-files It's not easy to own clothes anymore. You need a folder for washing instructions of your clothes and then..then what..again. How should I sort them? My clothes don't have names so I can't put them in alphabetical order. If I use the color of the clothes.... no... I have many same colored clothes so I could mix up the instructions and then something awful could happen. Like.. my shirt could shrink. I don't want that....




World is changing... Every year these washing instructions are written in more and more languages. Soon they give me a book of washing instructions when I buy clothes because everything couldn't fit in the paper. "Finnish instructions on the page 65" Thank you.

There goes the fear

That..carieer counseling thing (that I wrote about September 16th) went like this btw. Counselor: "Hi. So, why are you here? What you wanna become when you grow up?" Me (in my mind): "Thanks a lot for nothing". Maybe she needs a new job. Asked these dumb questions 15 minutes and told me to come back after two weeks. Ummmh. Makes no sense to me.

Just for me to remember...in the future.

Essayah Sari /kd
Halme Tony /ps
Hemmilä Pertti /kok
Holmlund Anne /kok
Immonen Mikko /vas
Kallis Bjarne /kd
Kangas Matti /vas
Kankaanniemi Toimi /kd
Kasvi Jyrki /vihr
Koskinen Marjaana /sd
Kuoppa Mikko /vas
Kuosmanen Pekka /kok
Kärkkäinen Kari /kd
Laakso Jaakko /vas
Lahtela Esa /sd
Lamminen Kalevi /kok
Lapintie Annika /vas
Laxell Jouko /kok
Mustajärvi Markus /vas
Nepponen Olli /kok
Nurmi Tuija /kok
Polvi Iivo /vas
Puhjo Veijo /vas
Rauhala Leena /kd
Räsänen Päivi /kd
Salo Petri /kok
Soini Timo /ps
Soininvaara Osmo /vihr
Tiusanen Pentti /vas
Tynkkynen Oras /vihr
Uotila Kari /vas
Vielma Ahti /kok
Virtanen Erkki /vas
Vistbacka Raimo /ps

What's changed after my last post? Good news: I'm still under 25 years, bad news: I'm still unemployed! I don't feel like writing because nothing happens in my life. My dreams are more interesting. For me. Last night I saw a dream that aliens attacked the Earth. They had this huge spaceship and they threw fire balls all over the place. Weird. I tried to interpretate my dream but all I found at Dreammoods.com was (about "spaceship", I didn't see the aliens so I guess I can't use that phrase) "To see a spaceship in your dream, symbolizes your creative mind. It denotes a spiritual journey of self-development and self-awareness. You may need to take a different perspective, no matter how bizarre or unusual it may be." My mind is totally blank. How unusual is that?