I went shopping after my driving lesson. I had to buy old-woman's-trousers. I need a job and I'm sure I will never get it. But maybe I have better chances if I look like other library assistants. They are dull colored and straight (I mean the trousers..not the other assistants..ok..they also look like that
).... like jacket suit trousers. But pretty loose. I'm not going to sacrifice everything. They say that "you should just be yourself" when you go to a job interview. Bullshit. If I ever go to a job interview "as myself" (For a job in a LIBRARY! see, this is important: Library = boring old women choose the person for a job and they don't want to choose anyone TOO dissimilar person. Actually you shouldn't be a person, you should be similar with library. ) They think I'm 14 years old teenager looking for a summer job and somehow just got lost. Yea. I know. Haha. I just threw the money away because I don't have any chances to have a job anyway. I don't have enough work experience and I need a job to have that. The old circle. Libraries have to announce about all the free work places even though they already know their going to choose certain person. That's a stupid law because if I go to a job interview for no reason to a galaxy far far far far far (far far) away it costs me a lot. Wanna read more whining? I'm out. Now I'm going to make a marinade for my tofu. Yummm.