I'm listening to Destiny's Child. I would like to be black. And beautiful. Yea. That would be nice. Then I'm tryin to figure out what nice I could do to this homepage. I could do a new one or then just do something new.. Hmmmmmmm. COULD. It was just a thought.
Have you ever had a feeling that if you died now it wouldn't matter. Just because you feel that you are satisfied with your life? Like all those bands who have stopped doing music and made "Greatest hits" album because they have achieved everything they think they could ever achieve. I have. But it's not the same. I haven't achieved very much in other people's eyes. It just feels pretty empty sometimes. Hard to describe. It feels great and sad at the same time. Empty. When you have thought about it for a while it makes you feel anxious. Then after that.. you start to think "what should I do now". The following moment is as empty as space is (don't count all those planets and stars and moons ' cause you already have seen them all). It doesn't help at all that you know that you haven't seen it all yet. The last phase is "soooo what?" and the meaning of life doesn't exist. It's nice to live but that's about it.
Then that moment goes away and you just start doing the same things you've done all your life. And it's ok because that's the same thing everybody does before they die.
Have you ever had a feeling that if you died now it wouldn't matter. Just because you feel that you are satisfied with your life? Like all those bands who have stopped doing music and made "Greatest hits" album because they have achieved everything they think they could ever achieve. I have. But it's not the same. I haven't achieved very much in other people's eyes. It just feels pretty empty sometimes. Hard to describe. It feels great and sad at the same time. Empty. When you have thought about it for a while it makes you feel anxious. Then after that.. you start to think "what should I do now". The following moment is as empty as space is (don't count all those planets and stars and moons ' cause you already have seen them all). It doesn't help at all that you know that you haven't seen it all yet. The last phase is "soooo what?" and the meaning of life doesn't exist. It's nice to live but that's about it.
Then that moment goes away and you just start doing the same things you've done all your life. And it's ok because that's the same thing everybody does before they die.