Still the best thing to do is to sit here, drink tea and do nothing important with my computer. I love this computer even tho it's getting old. I guess it's 4 years old or something. Or even more. I bought a new computer, a laptop, for my studies, but that's why it kind of has this... "studying status" and we have a professional relationship only...
Whoaaaa.. so I started to study again after all this searching that took me.. 1, 2, 3...6 years I guess. And the result is a compromise. I could say that I'm not 100% happy about the compromise (I did not want to study nothing more than photography or journalism. That is not what I'm doing now, instead of that I'm studying boring business stuff and languages, I love languages though, so the first part is the compromising part) but I'm satisfied because I wanted to study more and I guess I missed that a lot.
Haha. I get easily stressed but also as I've learned to recognize my reactions I might learn to control everything better. Or not. I can break down in a second and sometimes afterwards I don't know what happened. For no reasong. It's a little confusing. But if I get really bad I go to see the Baby Panda in ZooAtlanta ... The cub doesn't have a name yet.. but will get it soon. Haha. Thinking about pandas and China, I also started to study Chinese but I'm mostly making fun of myself and thinking how idiot I gotta be trying to learn something imposible.
I moved to Helsinki and a little by little I'm starting to understand why people who live there say that it's the only city in Finland. Well, I partly already knew that cause my hometown is only one hour from there anyway. BUT still, I think that even if it was the only city in Finland, it's not the only Finnish city. If someone wants to get to know Finland it'd be a huge mistake to go to Helsinki. Or only to Helsinki. I barely hear Finnish language there. Russians are taking over the city with a new concept than 100 years ago.
Yesterday we went to see a movie "Vicky Cristina Barcelona". And yes, it's still in theater in Finland. I think it just arrived here actually. I liked the movie. I like movies who barely have a story. More based on the characters and so on. I could pay 40 € if someone gave me a chance to have a real fight with Penelope!!!! She's just awesome...!
Whoaaaa.. so I started to study again after all this searching that took me.. 1, 2, 3...6 years I guess. And the result is a compromise. I could say that I'm not 100% happy about the compromise (I did not want to study nothing more than photography or journalism. That is not what I'm doing now, instead of that I'm studying boring business stuff and languages, I love languages though, so the first part is the compromising part) but I'm satisfied because I wanted to study more and I guess I missed that a lot.
Haha. I get easily stressed but also as I've learned to recognize my reactions I might learn to control everything better. Or not. I can break down in a second and sometimes afterwards I don't know what happened. For no reasong. It's a little confusing. But if I get really bad I go to see the Baby Panda in ZooAtlanta ... The cub doesn't have a name yet.. but will get it soon. Haha. Thinking about pandas and China, I also started to study Chinese but I'm mostly making fun of myself and thinking how idiot I gotta be trying to learn something imposible.
I moved to Helsinki and a little by little I'm starting to understand why people who live there say that it's the only city in Finland. Well, I partly already knew that cause my hometown is only one hour from there anyway. BUT still, I think that even if it was the only city in Finland, it's not the only Finnish city. If someone wants to get to know Finland it'd be a huge mistake to go to Helsinki. Or only to Helsinki. I barely hear Finnish language there. Russians are taking over the city with a new concept than 100 years ago.
Yesterday we went to see a movie "Vicky Cristina Barcelona". And yes, it's still in theater in Finland. I think it just arrived here actually. I liked the movie. I like movies who barely have a story. More based on the characters and so on. I could pay 40 € if someone gave me a chance to have a real fight with Penelope!!!! She's just awesome...!
on Thursday January 14th, 2010 23:38
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