Hah. Sleepless in Espoo. Fuck this shit. I almost forgot I have this blog. Whatever. I'm writing a real journal now cause my doctor told me to do it. That's how I can literally see that my days are all more or less similar and that I should act somehow to change it. You know the sign of recycling? Those two green arrows? Well, that's how my thoughts go. The same thoughts over and over again doing their never ending journey. I believe that with the help of my diary I can stop some of those thoughts. Build a wall to them so they can crash against it.. and disappear. One by one. So that one day I can think....nothing!! That's my dream. I have a dream. I_HAVE_A_DREAM! Yesss... a blank mind.
I still love nights. Maybe I die 20-30 years younger because of not-sleeping in the night. But I'm totally ok with that. Actually I could die today and be ok with that. Not that I'd wanna die but I don't see it as a big deal either.
Wow. I have to stop writing now because it would be just wasting kbs if I wrote more.
I still love nights. Maybe I die 20-30 years younger because of not-sleeping in the night. But I'm totally ok with that. Actually I could die today and be ok with that. Not that I'd wanna die but I don't see it as a big deal either.
Wow. I have to stop writing now because it would be just wasting kbs if I wrote more.
on Thursday January 14th, 2010 23:35
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